Tuesday, August 18, 2026

動盪歲月:從回鄉運動到支援三線




第一章:告別
「鄉親們兒,永別啦!」這是大邦爸爸在1962年春與老街坊道別時,喊出的一句肺腑之聲。
1960年代初,為了彌補「大躍進」造成的嚴重損失,中央決定大規模精減城市人口。到了1962年春,這場「回鄉運動」達到了高潮。我四哥的小夥伴大邦一家,當時積極響應國家號召,準備全家打包回農村老家了。
臨走那天,杏山路上停著一輛在當時極為罕見的小轎車。大邦爸爸站在車上,一手扶著敞開的車門兒,另一隻手高高舉起,朝前來送行的街坊鄰居大聲喊出了那句悲壯的「永別」。剎那間,圍觀的大人們都流下了眼淚,而當時只有五六歲的我,心裡也跟著一陣發涼。
到了第二年,大邦爸爸為了求援獨自回到上海。此時的他變得又老又瘦,整個人脫了形,足見鄉下生活的艱辛與殘酷。
第二章:紅潮
文革初期,最高指示頻傳。無論白天還是黑夜(小學生夜裡不用參加遊行),單位、學校的人們都得上街遊行慶祝。
我至今仍清晰地記得一次夜晚的遊行。在群情激盪的隊伍中,一個女孩突然初潮來臨,鮮血順著大腿流了下來,而她自己卻毫無察覺。在周圍眾人的指點和議論聲中,她瞬間陷入了巨大的驚慌之中。最終,一位女老師走過來將她默默帶走,而情緒高漲的人群則繼續歡呼著向前湧去,彷彿什麼都沒有發生過。
1968年盛夏,工宣隊正式進駐學校。那又是一個紅旗招展、鑼鼓喧天的日子,人們狂熱地歡呼著,迎接著那個「工人階級領導一切」的嶄新時代。
第三章:備戰備荒
1960年代中後期,中蘇關係徹底交惡,越戰也不斷升級,空氣中時刻瀰漫著第三次世界大戰爆發的緊張氣息。學校開始向學生教授防空知識,告訴我們怎樣躲避空襲、如何應對核輻射。
一時間,家裡、學校以及路上能看到的所有玻璃窗戶,都貼上了防空襲的「米」字形白紙條兒。學生們也被組織起來,去街上撿廢銅爛鐵上交國家。
1969年,毛主席發表了「深挖洞,廣積糧,不稱霸」的最高指示。緊接著,曹楊二中的葡萄園被徹底挖成了縱橫交錯的戰壕。而在我們曹楊新二村的鄰里街坊間,家家戶戶更是不分晝夜地投身於這場義務勞動中。在村裡小花園的空地上,大家奮力開挖防空洞。男人在工地上幹得汗流浹背,大媽大嬸兒們則忙著端茶送水,呈現出一派緊張而忙碌的景象。我們這些孩子,也都在家門前的空地上跟著和泥、做磚坯。
為了響應「備戰備荒」的號召,母親炒了一大袋鐵蠶豆,四哥也幫炒了幾十斤麵粉,作為隨時準備打仗的應急乾糧。
當時的報刊和廣播裡大肆宣傳,美蘇兩霸對我們已經形成了一個「馬蹄形包圍圈」,第三次世界大戰似乎一觸即發。我的好夥伴小蘭,也正是在那場全員恐慌的高潮中,隨父母義無反顧地奔赴了大三線。
第四章:演習
在備戰備荒的日子裡,學校頻繁進行緊急集合與緊急疏散的防空演習。深夜裡,空襲警報的聲音總是淒厲而刺耳。
在一次夜間演習中,大家拼命往學校趕。在昏暗的梅川路上,同學小朱不幸被不知道從哪兒用彈弓打來的石子擊中左眼;而男生小趙在急匆匆跳進戰壕時,腹部直接被一根裸露的鋼筋戳破,最終導致脾臟被永久摘除。
1969年珍寶島事件發生後,毛主席下達了「要準備打仗」的命令,全國上下一隨即掀起了億萬軍民的野營大拉練。1971年,曹楊二中的兩千多名師生奔赴郊縣,進行了長達二十來天的野營大拉練。
在一次雨夜的急行軍中,一個正值花樣年華的女孩不慎落水,瞬間消失在黑暗的激流中,再也沒能回來。當時帶隊的工宣隊師傅年過五旬,面對這突如其來的慘劇與泰山壓頂般的政治責任,竟在緊急搜救的幾個小時的極端惶恐中,一夜愁白了頭。
在拉練的艱苦日子裡,醫護員同學小雯背著藥箱,像照顧自家兄弟姐妹一樣細心地照顧著我們。她為我們進行耳穴療法,將綠豆等小顆粒用膠布精準地固定在耳廓穴位上,通過手指按壓刺激穴位,以此調節身體經絡,達到鎮痛消炎的效果。她還用金針和頭髮絲,小心翼翼地為我們挑破腳底因長途跋涉磨出的水泡。
那時候,大家雖然腳底流血、精疲力竭,卻依然高喊著「練好鐵腳板,打擊帝修反」的口號。然而,當時的我們全然不知,中美外交的「小球」已經在悄悄轉動,時代的巨輪即將迎來一個劇烈的拐彎。
第五章:守護
1970年,父親終於獲準奔赴江西,去支援「小三線」的建設。
那時候的人們思想極其單純而熱忱,總是毫無保留地積極響應國家號召。早在「回鄉運動」時,父親就提交過申請,但因為我們的老家是在老北京城內,不符合下鄉條件而未果;後來在「支援大三線」時,他也曾滿懷熱血地申請過,但估計是受到母親當時「特殊身份」的影響,未能獲批。儘管那時她名義上已經獲得了「平反昭雪」,但政治檔案裡的陰影依然如影隨形。這一次,父親終於如願以償,變成了第一批前往小三線建設的開拓者。
在臨行前,父親所在的工廠特意派人來到我家,把我家裡朝向北面和東面的窗戶,全部焊上了一個鐵籠子。這個突兀的鐵籠子,是廠裡給遠行職工家屬的一項特殊待遇——他們用這種方式把家屬的安全牢牢「焊住」,好讓遠去三線艱苦環境搏命的職工能夠徹底放心。
那是一個極其簡樸、物質匱乏的時代,現代人習以為常的鐵製安全門或防盜窗,我們連聽都沒聽說過。居委會也嚴厲禁止搭建違章建築,這個凸出來的鐵籠子在當時確實顯得有些格格不入、有礙觀瞻。
但如今每每回想起來,我才恍然大悟:我家的那個鐵籠子,其實是那個動盪歲月裡,父親留給全家人的鎧甲。那冰冷的鐵條背後,流動著的是一個父親最深沉的關懷與責任。而反觀如今滿城的防盜窗,倒更像是現代人孤獨的堡壘。最令人感到可悲的是,現在大樓裡的人們往往連隔壁住的是誰都不知道。
隨著社會的所謂進步,過去那種簡單、真摯的鄰里關懷與信任,已經和當年的備戰備荒、野營拉練、全民皆兵一樣,被永遠地留在了那個遙遠的過去。
第六章:家庭護身符
事後回想起來,我愈發意識到在那些顛沛流離、充滿變數的動盪歲月裡,命運跟我們開了一個巨大的玩笑:母親曾經那個讓人避之不及的「反革命」頭銜,在關鍵時刻竟然陰差陽錯地成了我們全家的「護身符」。
倘若不是因為這個身份的限制,當年我們全家必定會順理成章地遷往深山峽谷中的大三線。如果真去了那裡,恐怕我這輩子都很難再走出大山,更沒有機會在幾十年後的今天,坐在如此平靜的書桌前,撰寫這份專屬於我的「口述歷史」了。
哈哈,歷史沒有如果,只有結果。

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Turbulent Years: From the Return-to-Village Movement to Supporting the Three Lines

Chapter 1: The Farewell

"Fellow neighbors, farewell forever!"

These were the heartfelt words shouted by Dabang’s father in the spring of 1962 as he bid goodbye to his old neighbors.

In the early 1960s, to make up for the catastrophic losses caused by the "Great Leap Forward," the Central Government decided to drastically reduce the urban population. By the spring of 1962, this "Return-to-Village" movement reached its peak. The family of Dabang, a childhood companion of my fourth older brother, answered the call to return to their rural ancestral home.

On the day of their departure, a sedan—a rare sight in those days—was parked on Xingshan Road. Dabang’s father stood on the car, one hand gripping the open door and the other raised high in the air. He shouted that tragic, stirring "farewell forever" to the neighbors who had gathered to see them off. The adults burst into tears, and even as a five- or six-year-old child, a cold shiver ran through my heart.

The following year, Dabang’s father returned to Shanghai to seek aid. He had grown so old and emaciated, bearing stark witness to the brutal hardships of rural life.

Chapter 2: The Red Tide

During the early days of the Cultural Revolution, "Supreme Instructions" from Chairman Mao were issued constantly. Day or night, people had to march in the streets to celebrate. I vividly remember one night march where a young girl in the procession got her first menstrual period. Fresh blood streamed down her thigh, completely unbeknownst to her.

As onlookers began pointing and whispering, she fell into a state of immense panic. Eventually, a female teacher led her away. The crowd simply kept surging forward, cheering and chanting, as if absolutely nothing had happened.

In the midsummer of 1968, the Workers' Propaganda Team marched into our school. It was another spectacle of fluttering red flags and deafening gongs and drums. People cheered to welcome the dawn of an era where "the working class exercises leadership in everything."

Chapter 3: Preparing for War and Scarcity

In the 1960s, the Sino-Soviet split deepened and the Vietnam War escalated. The air was thick with the tense, suffocating anticipation of a Third World War. Schools began teaching students air-defense knowledge: how to evade air raids and how to survive nuclear radiation.

Almost overnight, every glass window you could see—at home, at school, and along the streets—was taped with white paper strips in the shape of an "X" to prevent shattering during blasts. Students were ordered to hit the streets to scavenge scrap metal for the state.

In 1969, Chairman Mao issued the directive: "Dig deep tunnels, store grain everywhere, and never seek hegemony." The vineyard at Caoyang No. 2 High School was dug up and transformed into a sprawling network of trenches. In our own neighborhood of Caoyang New Second Village, every household volunteered day and night. On the open lawn of our village's small garden, everyone fought to dig air-raid shelters. Men worked on the construction site soaked in sweat, while older aunts busied themselves serving tea and water—a scene of frantic, collective labor. We stood on the empty ground in front of our doorstep, mixing mud to mold bricks.

To "prepare for war and famine," my mother roasted a massive bag of hard broad beans, and my fourth brother helped stir-fry dozens of pounds of flour for emergency rations.

The newspapers and radio broadcasts loudly proclaimed that the United States and the Soviet Union had formed a "horseshoe-shaped encirclement" around China. World War III seemed on the verge of erupting at any second. It was during this very climax of panic that my companion, Xiaolan, headed to the remote regions with her parents to support the "Great Three Lines."

Chapter 4: The Drill

During those days of preparing for war, schools conducted emergency drills for rapid assembly and air-raid evacuation. The midnight air-raid sirens sounded shrill and piercing. One night, along Meichuan Road as we rushed to school, a classmate named Xiao Zhu was struck in the left eye by a stone shot from a slingshot. Another boy, Xiao Zhao, was impaled in the abdomen by a steel rebar when jumping into a trench, resulting in the permanent surgical removal of his spleen.

Following the Zhenbao Island incident in 1969, Chairman Mao decreed that "we must prepare for war." The entire nation, involving hundreds of millions of soldiers and civilians, embarked on massive, grueling cross-country military camping marches.

In 1971, over two thousand teachers and students from Caoyang No. 2 High School marched into the rural outskirts for a military trek lasting about twenty days.

During a forced march on a rainy night, a young girl in the flower of her youth accidentally fell into the water, vanished, and never came back. The master worker from the Workers' Propaganda Team leading our detachment was a man in his fifties. Driven into terrifying panic by this sudden tragedy and the crushing weight of political responsibility, his hair turned completely white overnight during the few hours of the frantic emergency search.

Our classmate Xiao Wen, a medical worker carrying her first-aid kit, treated us like her own siblings. She performed auricular therapy on us, using adhesive tape to precisely secure small grains like mung beans onto specific acupoints of our ears. By pressing these points with her fingers, she stimulated our meridians to relieve pain and reduce inflammation.

She also used gold needles and strands of human hair to puncture the painful blisters on the soles of our feet. We marched on, shouting the slogan, "Forge iron-clad feet, strike down imperialists, revisionists, and reactionaries!" Little did we know, the "small ball" of Sino-US ping-pong diplomacy was already quietly spinning. The giant wheel of the era was about to make a sharp turn.

Chapter 5: The Guardianship

In 1970, my father was finally granted permission to head to Jiangxi to support the construction of the "Small Three Lines." People back then possessed a pure and fervent mindset, always eagerly responding to the nation’s call. During the "Return-to-Village Movement," my father had applied, but because our ancestral home was within the old city walls of Beijing, he did not meet the criteria. When the call came to "Support the Great Three Lines," he applied again. However, he was likely impacted by my mother’s "special political status" at the time and failed to get approval. Even though she had been politically rehabilitated by then, the shadow of his official file lingered. This time, he finally got his wish and became part of the very first wave of builders heading to the Small Three Lines.

Before his departure, the factory sent workers to weld heavy iron cages over the north and east windows of our home. This abrupt, protruding iron cage was a special perk provided by the factory for employees traveling to far-flung regions. They literally "welded shut" the safety of the dependents left behind, allowing the workers heading into the brutal environments of the Three Lines to have peace of mind.

It was an incredibly austere era; we had never even heard of commercial iron security doors or window grates. The neighborhood committee strictly forbade illegal structures, and this iron cage was admittedly an eyesore.

Looking back, the iron cage on our house was the suit of armor my father left behind during those turbulent years—a tangible manifestation of his deep care and responsibility. Today, the anti-theft window bars crowding modern cities feel more like lonely, isolated fortresses. The most tragic part of modern progress is that people often don't even know who lives next door. As society advances, that simple, old-fashioned neighborhood care and trust—much like the era of wartime preparation, military treks, and a nation entirely in arms—has been left behind forever in the distant past.

Chapter 6: The Family Amulet

Reflecting on it all after the fact, I realized a profound irony: during those chaotic and turbulent years, my mother’s former title as a "Counter-Revolutionary" unexpectedly became our family's ultimate "amulet."

If our entire family had been approved to packed up and move into the deep, isolated mountains of the Great Three Lines back then, I am afraid I would have spent my entire life unable to ever walk out of those mountains. I certainly would never have had the opportunity to sit here today, writing this piece of oral history.

Haha! History has no "ifs"—it only has results.

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